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Suddenly the f***ing thought stuck in my head. I felt really painful and hatred. If I could I would like to erase all of old memories of us. I could not life like that, even with or without you. I know you never let me go nowhere and to be honest I do so. You always said that we would together forever and you're always comfort with me, oh it's really so sweet but the reality was different in my mind. Oh my GOD, I would like be crying on her lap in her embrace. Why does it happen to us, especially to her ? She is too good for me, and she is really the best for me. The life is not fair for her.

I have promised I will make you happy forever, I see your smile with my eyes, no matter what happens and no matter with whom you will life. If you will be happy together with me , I will do it anything for you, even it will make me more sickness. As long as you look so happy, it does not matter with me. I am sorry if cannot give more than you want, but I am sure you really deserve for it.

I have one wish for you, just wake me up if this is a dream or just kill me if this is a real. I really hope this is only a dream and it does not make you disappointed.

I'm sorry if your love to me is more than my love to you, someday I will try to be better. Believe in me.

Comment Feature is Now Available For You Again

Very important feedback from radhia when she was trying to submit a comment in my blog. There was an error message and unfortunately I didn't know the real problem. The fastest way to solve is upgrade my blog with new template from blogspot. Finally the result is good enough and I'm satisfied about it. Now, all of you can submit a comment to my posting as many as you want.

I already know that with the new version of template, you can easily to change your blog look-and-feel with blogger template designer. Good ideas and nice works from blogger team, I wait the new feature in the next.

Looking a part-time servant

Almost one week (more or less) I have been living in my house. To be honest I am very comfort to stay in that place. But one thing that I still hate until now, that is cleaning the house :(. Basically I am very lazy to clean and tidy up but in other side I don't like my house seems dirty, especially after rainy. Huh it's really suck. And the fact that I couldn't depend on Dinda, which only comes on weekend, to help me.

Now I am looking a servant to decrease my burden, no matter how many times she will come and work. At least I have one objective, my house always keeps clean and nice after I am back from office. Hopefully I'll find soon with cheap salary :P. If you all want to, just let me know he4x